Im just me :)
I dont like people to control me too much
I want some freedoom
I need my own time
I need some fresh air to breathe!
Everyone around is forcing me
Forcing me to do this & that
Im not 12
I know very well what im doing.
You don't like me to get in your prob
Then dun kpc, put your hand into mine too!
Quote back what you said,
Handle your own prob first
Before care about others prob.
Sigh.
Some guy just so fucking ego ==
I did lots of thing
And i know not all is entirely right
But everything i did
There's a reason for it.
I cant withstand the pressure
I want to change to a new environment.
Mayb things will get better by then
I know, avoiding cant solve the prob
I understand that.
I don't ask for anything,
I just want to leave in peace :)
Live with the love ones.
Sometimes, we never know what we had
Until we lost it
It's true
Im trying very hard to appreciate
Everything around me
I just need some trust from you
Is it that hard?
Without trust, we're nothing
I don't know i have to say this sentence
How many times
A relationship without trust,
Is the most suffering & tiring relationship
I dont want a relationship like that.
That's why
We have to really consider
Whether wanna have relationship with anyone.
Not that you dont love the one deep enough
That's why you need consider
But why get into a relationship in the first place
When you know it cant last long?
Then, why everyone judge others by appearance?
Dont tell me you dont
Everyone does
It's just whether you take it heavily or not
Those who're pretty,
Dont mix with others
They just mix with their own gang
Same thing applies to those
Who think themselves as "famous"
Duh?!
Get a life pls.
You're just freaking lifeless!
Why must people compare with each other?
Why?
Everyone have their own strength and weakness
You are you, I am me
Why compare?
You maybe prettier , but then what?
Does that really makes you feel good
Comparing with others?
The weather is fucking hot d,
And people are cutting down tress,
Burning rubbish
Do you guys have brain?
Seriously, brainless la
You guys keep complaining
"The weather is fucking hot" these and that
But then?
People still cut down trees, burning rubbish
People willing to do anything
Just for money
They dont realize what they're doing
Some people get richer and richer
By cutting down tress and build houses.
Everyone learns moral
All those values
We learn them, we scored well
But then, who really applies those values in life?
What for learning moral when no one applies the values?
This is reality, not fairytale.
People are fake, selfish, evil, mean, sinful, vicous, wicked
And yes,
Im having emotional breakdown.
Have been out lately
And mum started to nag ==
Since i got nothing to do,
I shall blog! Heh :)
Sometimes, life is like this
Not everything go according to your plan
I've learn this
In this few months :)
Study has never been easy for me
Esp math!
Only god knows my hatred towards math
Love, is so so complicated
Mayb im the one
Who complicate it.
Im so confuse, so blur
That i did things that hurt my love one
Im so sorry :(
God treat me well
Send me great guys
And yet, i hurt them.
Friends are always here with me.
Im thankful to god
For sending great friends to me
Of course,
Like i said life isn't that great
There're bunch of double face friends too :)
Well, i shall care less abt them
Cause they dont worth my time.
Im thinking of changing course.
Currently taking HSC
Tooo stressful! ==
I dun think i can cope with the pressure
Sigh :(
p/s:Waiting memory card reader from sis!
